I mean if you don't want me here, I can stop posting
Post all you want but eventually, the "Boy who cried wolf" syndrome will kick in and replies will wane.
So... you think I'm making the worms up?
Honestly? I don't know. As I've said, most people with or without HA would freak out and at the very least mention it in posting. The fact you didn't and you knew about it the whole time makes me wonder why. Your excuse in that its not a big deal doesn't hold water IMO.
Maybe if I read online that they can cause blood and mucus and whatever else, I would've mentioned them, but I've had them before and I know they're pretty much harmless so I didn't think they were relevant to this. That's all.
Look up worms in stool and the symptoms are as I posted. With as much as you Google, you would know this. That adds to my confusion.
I don't just "ignore" your replies and I certainly wouldn't ignore Elen's. Sometimes I think you can be quite rude towards me for whatever reason and you seem to get frustrated with me but you have to remember that you're on an anxiety forum. Not everyone deals with problems the same way. I'm not saying I don't NEED help, I'm just saying that if I get help now, these symptoms may continue and I'll end up dead because I chose not to follow the warning signs up?
What you 'perceive' as rude is a combination of frustration and the father in me. As I said, if you were my son and you kept coming to me with this kind of stuff, I would drag you kicking and screaming to the doctor and get you help. I've told you about my daughter and how she suffers from anxiety and depression. I speak to you the same way I speak to her when the tea and sympathy approach doesn't work.
Bottom line: I keep seeing blood. Blood is not normal and is not caused by anxiety. You surely understand why I'm worried?
No, it's not normal but I would bet my next year's salary it's not cancer and your excuse not to seek help is pure BS No one is saying not to go to the doctor. In fact everyone saying go! Apparently, they've seen you, determined nothing physically threatening and know of your anxiety, thus your fear of being blown off which is indicated in your next statement.
I've seen my GP twice and both times I had the same answer. I feel like there isn't much more I can do now. I'm scared to go again.
Yes I would love tests. I would probably try and get on top of my HA if I just knew what was going on for sure.
You admit you suffer from severe health anxiety about cancer. That's enough right there to seek professional help regardless. If by some chance you have to deal with a real illness in your life like another poster on this sub-forum, how would you handle it without help?