Originally Posted by
LunarCoffee
About that, every time I consider that I'll live, I realize that if I do, I'll be dragging myself along, anxious as hell, all the way till I really die, and that maybe I might as well die now. I'm really stuck as to how to fix this, but trying to not come here when I don't have something that may help me/someone else seems to help. Maybe I should be trying in smaller steps. Dynamic programming has taught me that usually makes complex tasks easier. At this point, I might as well hope that this is being heavily influenced by some hormone stuff happening (makes sense, I still have that brain fog from 9 months ago, which is known to be caused by hormone imbalance (like in adolescence/menopause I think, I'm no doctor)).
Toby, I'd suggest continuing with your plan of not coming here as often, if at all, after you get your test results and stuff if you want. Stop googling as well, that usually makes things worse (and if it doesn't, then that good effect fades away), as we all know.
Perhaps I shouldn't be posting here, as only a small bit of this post relates to OP. uh
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