I have lost control really badly. I nbeed help and no one is here. I have just sone something really bad, i have hurt someone,.
I phoned mental health team waiting for them to get back cant get hubby or mothrr.
I need to ne locked away. I really reaslly need to be locked away. Waht i have done is unforgivable. I just need to talk and keep busy so I can t see the hurt in her eyes.
I have taken as many chillpills as I can take without losing consciousness they areniot even touching me.
I think i have really done it this time.
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