Lymph Node Update - Scared

[Fishmanpa]

What are you gaining from posting on here all the time?

This has been going on for years here and years prior on another forum. This question could be asked of several members. Why post what basically is a public diary of fears, symptoms and struggles if you're not going to take steps to address them? IMO, as with other serial posters, its part of the illness itself. Any feedback or interaction, be it positive or negative, feeds the dragon. All who reply on these threads could stop today but there will always be new member or another forum that will feed the dragon.

Positive thoughts

[darkside4k]

Slept 8 hours. Woke up. Still exhausted. My life is over. There is not a benign explanation for this I'm sorry. It's only 9AM and I already could go back to bed. I must be anemic or something. Or have cancer throughout my body. Something is making me so tired.

[Carys]

I have nothing more to say.

[BlueIris]

Slept 8 hours. Woke up. Still exhausted. My life is over. There is not a benign explanation for this I'm sorry. It's only 9AM and I already could go back to bed. I must be anemic or something. Or have cancer throughout my body. Something is making me so tired.

And yet you always have the energy for these ludicrously performative posts.

[Fishmanpa]

Slept 8 hours. Woke up. Still exhausted. My life is over. There is not a benign explanation for this I'm sorry. It's only 9AM and I already could go back to bed. I must be anemic or something. Or have cancer throughout my body. Something is making me so tired.

This has been going on for years here and years prior on another forum. This question could be asked of several members. Why post what basically is a public diary of fears, symptoms and struggles if you're not going to take steps to address them? IMO, as with other serial posters, its part of the illness itself. Any feedback or interaction, be it positive or negative, feeds the dragon. All who reply on these threads could stop today but there will always be new member or another forum that will feed the dragon.

Case in point....

positive thoughts

[MyNameIsTerry]

Slept 8 hours. Woke up. Still exhausted. My life is over. There is not a benign explanation for this I'm sorry. It's only 9AM and I already could go back to bed. I must be anemic or something. Or have cancer throughout my body. Something is making me so tired.

I've done this 3 days in a row now...

[adamden]

Slept 8 hours. Woke up. Still exhausted. My life is over. There is not a benign explanation for this I'm sorry. It's only 9AM and I already could go back to bed. I must be anemic or something. Or have cancer throughout my body. Something is making me so tired.

We’re about to reach 500 messages on this thread and you still can’t get a grip.

[pulisa]

Slept 8 hours. Woke up. Still exhausted. My life is over. There is not a benign explanation for this I'm sorry. It's only 9AM and I already could go back to bed. I must be anemic or something. Or have cancer throughout my body. Something is making me so tired.

I have a terrible urge to yawn too, darkside. Must be something in the air?

[nomorepanic]

If you have cancer why aren't you getting it treated?

You say you don't have anxiety so we know you will never treat that as apparently that doesn't exist in your world.

What are you gaining from posting on here all the time?

[utrocket09]

Slept 8 hours. Woke up. Still exhausted. My life is over. There is not a benign explanation for this I'm sorry. It's only 9AM and I already could go back to bed. I must be anemic or something. Or have cancer throughout my body. Something is making me so tired.

You know we all feel like this right!?