Please can I have some advice I’m desperate! I’ve been on citalopram for 10 weeks following my dad having a heart attack and losing my job my panic has decreased but I honestly don’t feel anything, I don’t feel sad and I don’t feel happy I don’t feel excited I do t get adrenaline rushes literally blunt. Ive just getting back from a week holiday In Spain and normally I’d be on top of the world and really enjoying it even with the anxiety. But I wasint really bothered I was there I could’ve been there or home and would’ve been in the same mood. I’ve been told the ssri works quite slow but I’m starting to think I’d rather go back to what I was before the tablets and feel down some days but actually get highs out of life also and just to be able to feel and be human again! My doctor has urged me to stay on but I’m getting really fed up I just want my life back!! Any advice would be appreciated and I’d be grateful!