Originally Posted by
Carys
Ah, ok, a lot of 'bowel background', ok....didn't realise all of that. This is 'new' but not 'worse'. To my mind, bright red blood on and off is worse than pink mucus - pink mucus is a teeny bit of blood just mixed with the protective stuff in your bowels.
I think this is the critical part - that really IS the logical explanation, especially as you've been seen and given a diagnosis that was problematic to treat and deal with, and seems to have recurrences and ongoing issues associated. it does sound to me, as problems have continued for you after the treatment (you mention pain as well), that they should have given further appointments surely?
I do feel very sorry for you, I'm not sure I'm helping a lot, but I can understand why you are so freaked by this. However, there are certain things worth reminding yourself about here - I don't know anything much about bowel cancer - but I would have thought like other cancers, symptoms don't come and go, wax and wane as yours have.