I don't know why. Its just some weird fear i have. Also because of the lumpy bits and fibrocystic pain i quess. And the lumps all seem hard and wrong to me .
Did your surgeon mention something about the rock hard/frozen pea? Otherwise how would you know of a lumpy bit is something sinister?
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I am 36 by the way