Hi , GP’s are a rare breed right now , can’t go and see them and they won’t come out , I try to keep what medications I take to a minimum but I do have things to take to sleep problem is staying asleep .
Being in a tin box caravan might be some people’s idea of hell but for me the sound of the wind and rain outside while being warm and dry is quite comforting, with an open window we’re close enough to hear the sea , I can’t see a single light on in any other caravan so not many covidiiots to avoid .
Losing my mum has made me think more about my own mortality, I used to be terrified of the unknown of dying but it doesn’t bother me so much now , it probably will when the time comes , it’s made me think about my own funeral and writing a will , I guarantee my daughters will have plenty to write about it’s been a colourful life .
I always think some poor bugger is having a worse day but Christ this year has been hard , after my mums funeral my daughter will be starting her ms treatment , I’m hoping she doesn’t react to badly to it , the side affects can vary so much from person to person , she has been so much more happy in herself lately And does deserves break .
sorry to hear about your loses Pample , we’re not great talkers in my family when it comes to how you actually feel , after keeping it all in for months after my dad died in front of me I had a breakdown fuelled by grief and alcohol, I will know the signs this time but some times the path is already laid out for you to fail .
Hope the rain carries on through the night then stops in the morning , is that too much to ask ? We’ll see .x