....because there’s nothing better than knowing you have to suffer the entire weekend before you can even call your dentist to demand a referral.
I’ve posted about this worry before in other threads but in case you aren’t stalking me, I have this red “sore” on my upper gum way in the back that I’ve noticed since June. Dentist dismissed it as irritation in August—when he dismissed it I sort of did too until I had my cleaning 10 days ago and on the way there I looked and the sore was still there. When I asked him about it he said to try brushing softer and do a salt rinse and then said he could refer me to an oral surgeon and they may biopsy it—this immediately had me panicking.
I’ve been trying to do as instructed but it is NOT going away and that’s not surprising given that it’s been hanging around since June.
So I obsessively googled oral cancer stats and then found that due to my age (34), I have a low chance of this being oral cancer. However, I went down the google rabbit hole again tonight, scouring photos and articles, and two things came up that have me absolutely freaking:
Erythroplakia, which is basically a creepy red patch that’s likely cancerous or precancerous and should be removed ASAP and also has a high recurrence rate
Or
Oral Lichen Planus, which is an incurable autoimmune disorder that can cause a red sore and carries with it the increased risk of cancer
Now all of a sudden I am terrified that while maybe I might not have oral cancer (yet), even having one of these sounds horrible and something that will haunt me with a cancer fear for the rest of my life.
It seems people of any age can get these so all of a sudden I don’t feel like the stats are comforting me.
My mind is saying...what ELSE could this be?! There is no benign red sore that just lasts for over 5 months. It has to be one of these awful things, doesn’t it?