Another sleeping pill day last night was bit stressful as my little girl was refusing to sleep and I’m on my own with her for three day soo tired this morning I couldn’t work out how to turn her alarm of but for the first time in a while I fell pretty much a sleep and stayed till 6:30 where I woke from pain an needinf to wee so I think I’m getting there . Not having the husband around has been mixed blessing feeling a bit more lonely but less stressed I feel I’m n emotional punch bag for him. Both therapist say leave him but not sure if I can x.
I’m putting the failure of full night down to stress an over thinking of law suit feeling like I’m on trial mysel x