Re: Abnormal cells diary...
I wish I hadn't have called them now. I don't know what is worse. Thinking they could be here any minute or thinking about facing another 7 weeks like this.
I'm so worried :( I know the risk is increased when you had intercourse at a young age and so were potentially exposed to HPV earlier, ofc with my past abuse I was exposed way earlier than I should have been and my body is obviously not getting rid of the HPV :( I've been worrying because abnormal cells have been with me for 9 years but I just had a thought that that's only the minimum they've been with me. That was my first smear test that they were picked up on. Therefore who knows how long I had them and HPV.
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