Re: Abnormal cells diary...
You're probably right Scass. I slept okay last night apart from I kept waking up with a sharp pain under my right rib, I couldn't lay on that side either. Today my arms keep going goosebumpy and look a little mottled. Is this anxiety?
I think my brain zaps are migraine related. It's not a terrible one but when I stand up I definitely feel that migraine pulsing pain in the top of my head.
This whole abnormal cell thing has sent my health anxiety into overdrive. I told my husband last night that I wanted to go into a walk in centre but he doesn't think we should and he's probably right. I definitely don't feel right. It's really disconcerting because I have that feeling like I have a temp, feel a bit shivery and my hands are cold. But I don't have a temp.
I'm becoming really mentally unwell again aren't I :( I haven't been to therapy this week either. I wonder if that has made it worse.
Rationally I think I probably have a bit of a virus and I'm getting overanxious about it and causing extra symptoms? I'm so scared right now it's unreal. I always find when I'm low/really anxious the flashbacks and memories etc come back. I'm struggling to cope. Thankfully I'm not working too much next week. 18 hours and one night shift. Xx
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