Hello everybody,
I'd otherwise been doing fine with my health anxiety for quite some time, however that seems to have changed today.
I was sat doing work as normal when I suddenly felt a slight flutter in my heart. Within moments, I could feel my heart beating rapidly, pounding away in my chest, and immediately reasoned that I was having a heart attack. I got up and took a walk, which made me feel better, somewhat, however whenever I returned to where I was sitting, I immediately noticed it again, and after taking several "walks" to calm down felt that it would be best if I just went home since I didn't need to be out anyway.
All day, I've been conscious of my heart rate, and felt it's been heavy and more rapid then usual. Just now, it seemed to worsen dramatically again, and I decided to use a home blood pressure monitor and found that over a few readings, my heart rate was consistently around 101- beyond the normal range, and my blood pressure was 135/88, higher than it should be.
My biggest fear right now is that I'll have a heart attack in the middle of the night, and die due to nobody noticing.
I suppose I'm just looking for some short term reassurance to get me through the night at least, and I'd really appreciate some people commenting. How do you cope with your fears over heart problems?