Ive been having trouble swallowing. I might have to get an endoscopy done. I'm going to ask my GI specialist if i can do it without being sedated, but i dont know if they'll allow it. If i have to go through with it sedation i know i'll freak out prior to the procedure. I have this fear that i will not wake up from it or i will go into cardiac arrest. I am 30 years old and in my 20's i've have 2 surgeries under general anesthesia. I've also been sedated for wisdom teeth extraction, pelvic biopsy and sedated for a colonoscopy before. Back then i didnt have such bad anxiety like i do now. I have this fear that i will die during my endoscopy and leave my husband and child heart broken. :(

Am i a wreck or what...