Hi everyone, I come and go from this website a bit but feel I need it now more than ever. Iíve gone back to constantly worrying about my health again. I keep thinking Iím going to get cancer or get an illness which will make me die. Iím living in fear. You would have read from my posts that Iím awaiting a smear test result and am hardly sleeping because am worried so much and I donít know why. Itís horrible living in my world. Itís not normal to live like this and worry constantly is it?