Worried I'm becoming Anemic? Lymphoma?

[darkside4k]

So I have felt honestly pretty good the past few weeks. However, today after work I felt kind of out of breath and strange. My heart rate is not particularly elevated (measured via Apple Watch). However, I still feel kinda "off" and out of breath. I'm *really* worried I am becoming anemic because of my feared lymphoma. I've been fearing this almost 8 months now. I'm worried it has spread very far into my body and is causing anemia. A family friend went from being health to very anemic and it was discovered he has stage 4 lymphoma. He died weeks later. He was healthy before that.

I don't know what is going on with me but this is VERY scary.

[nomorepanic]

So what has happened with all the previous terminal illnesses as you never updated us?

[darkside4k]

Well, I still believe I have lymphoma. I have been worrying about this particular disease for about 8 months now.

[nomorepanic]

A simple blood test will tell you.

I meant all the other things:

colon cancer
headaches
thyroid cancer
esophageal cancer
nail melanoma
brain cancer
oral cancer
prostate/bladder cancer
ALS

[darkside4k]

Yes, I think I will have to go to the hospital tonight or tomorrow. I know this is it. This is finally the lymphoma really showing itself strongly. I'm SO sad. I'm SO scared and depressed. Honestly even earlier today I was feeling great and thought "I guess I was wrong about having lymphoma". Now, tonight, it's obvious I do have it.

[nomorepanic]

Please don't go there again - we have been there so many times - read what I posted above - every time you have been dying.

Are you still not treating the HA?

[utrocket09]

So I have felt honestly pretty good the past few weeks. However, today after work I felt kind of out of breath and strange. My heart rate is not particularly elevated (measured via Apple Watch). However, I still feel kinda "off" and out of breath. I'm *really* worried I am becoming anemic because of my feared lymphoma. I've been fearing this almost 8 months now. I'm worried it has spread very far into my body and is causing anemia. A family friend went from being health to very anemic and it was discovered he has stage 4 lymphoma. He died weeks later. He was healthy before that.

I don't know what is going on with me but this is VERY scary.

My aunt whom had cancer had anemia. You don't just feel off with anemia. If its been 8 months, you would have been diagnosed by now and would have fully out of breath by now. When my aunt had it, she couldn't walk since she would get so tired.

[ErinKC]

When people see repeat posters that annoy them, why not just scroll by? I've been certain I was dying before, paralyzed with fear, and it would have been pretty shitty if someone laughed at me in that moment, even if they thought I was being ridiculous.

[AMomentofClarity]

Honestly even earlier today I was feeling great and thought "I guess I was wrong about having lymphoma". Now, tonight, it's obvious I do have it.

Ah yes, the ole 24 hour lymphoma....like a hangover but worse

[darkside4k]

I still have the feeling of being slightly out of breath this morning and I also feel like my heart rate is a little more elevated than normal.