Well, I’ve been good for almost a year now... reading the guides, using logic to reason myself out of things... but I can feel it starting to rest it’s ugly head..

A month ago I was at a nighttime bridal shower.. I was in charge- running around, tearing down all the decor late at night outside..

Just last week they found a rabid bat the next town over..

Yes... the thoughts in my mind go.. what if?

Lately I’ve been feeling kind of blah.. and sensitive to light. I had my yearly eye check and they said that my eyes are fine but that I do have larger pupils...

Of course my mind goes to rabies...what if this is a “hidden” underlying symptom... what if that bat bit me... I know it’s stupid... but I could use a little encouragement.::