I'm really struggling at the moment. My symptoms are out of control, I'm struggling with chronic headaches every day which is getting me down so much. I've lost control of my googling. I'm paying £40 a time for therapy and I feel like I'm getting nowhere. All I can think of is the fact that I'm dying and nobody believes me. I feel like there is no point to anything and no matter how many times I've clawed my way up from this in the past I always end up back here. Can anyone relate?