Hi TK09
Thank you so much for this message, it’s kind of you to offer your thoughts
I’m so sorry you had been going through this too it really is hell ! I am only 29 and otherwise fit and healthy so really I know I should be feeling like the odds are in my favour .
That’s exactly how I feel with regards to being embarrassed I am embarrassed to tell my gp I am suffering with this fear I feel quite selfish about it but I feel I have to go down and just admit I am struggling!
I’ve never spoke to anyone about how I am feeling and it’s exhausting keeping it to myself while trying to function normally In the real world .
I’m making an appointment tomrorow and hopefully I get the same response as you did
Thanks for reaching out to me it’s nice to not have to suffer alone