Hi. Just found this forum and I'm struggling massively with social anxiety disorder at the moment. I've finally ended a 10 year controlling relationship and have now found myself with no friends and I'm completely isolated. I'm having suicidal thoughs and I'm dreading the weekend. I don't know how to carry on. I'm so alone. I have no kids, I'm terrified of losing my parents and I just can't see a way out of this situation. I'm tired of feeling so utterly miserable. My social anxiety is stopping me for joining a group or getting out there and making friends. I'm completely trapped. Hope someone can offer some advice please. I had CBT earlier this year and that helped but I did still have my partner around then and was able to get out for meals, walks and everything I enjoyed doing. The thought of doing all that alone makes my head and heart hurt so much.