I am not doing well against the HA at the moment. I have already seen my doctor this week about a mark on my leg and again about a rosacea (skin condition) flare and now I m fretting again.
I have a pinky/red mark on my back that I had checked about 2 years ago and then again last year and both times was told it was benign. It is not bleeding, growing or changing but I am worrying all of a sudden about it. My back is itchy all over and I am worried that it is linked. It is probably the heat that is making me itchy. I worry that it is something worse though logically in that time it would have changed somehow, or I would have other symptoms.
I realise I am going from one thing to another and working myself up into a state each time. It is not healthy and I know it, but I am struggling to get a handle on it. I am doing cbt (for months now) and I have recently started the meds again. I struggle with the cbt as my worry is so strong and it’s hard to control. I know I need to try harder.
I am being tasked with only focusing on worry for 10 mins a day and this is that time now. Also challenge thinking which I am also trying to do. I have got better but not much and it upsets me that I am so weak against the HA.
Help!!