I recently had an obsession with love and thinking I didn’t love my mother which I got over. I then started thinking about how love is a chemical reaction in your brain responding to someone or something and now my feelings don’t feel real. I know this sounds stupid and know our bodies don’t run off magic but now that I’ve thought about the works behind emotion they don’t feel as special to me. I never thought about falling in love as just reproducing and staying together to care for the child or loving our mothers as they are security and them loving us just because they have an instinct and need to protect us for their genes to be passed on. I knew our emotions were hormonal and chemical but I never thought of them like this and now that I do I feel like the love I feel isn’t real at all now and I’m terrified. This is possibly the worse thought obsession I’ve had to date and I don’t think I can get rid of this one.