So,I am trying not to cry anymore....about two weeks ago I became really stressed out.(more than usual) I noticed a change in my bowel habits.
Then about a week ago ,I went to the bathroom and(sorry)my poop was bigger than usual.it hurt and burned a bit.
The next day I noticed a line a blood on my poop.
The next time it was lines and drops.Now,it seems like it is either runny with drops of blood,thay makes it all look red,or normal but seems hard to get out.with either lots of blood drops or just some.
I am thinking the worst....I am scared of the bathroom,I don't want to eat because I don't want to go.
It seems like bowel cancer.the blood is bright red but I read that it's not always dark so I'm worried though it's very bright.....also the way it's hard to get out and the pressure I feel...it also feels pressure and slight burning sometimes when I am done.
I am going more often but I think its because I am not getting it all out in one go.nerves,or maybe because of a tumor.
I have had this once before.i just assumed hemorrhoids and maybe ibs together as I freak out from it..and am generally quite freaked out.it went away ...but this time I am scared and haven't slept in days.i feel like if it's back it must be cancer.i am 36 years old so it could be.any insight will be appreciated.