Hi,
After a discussion with my doctor 2 weeks ago, we have decided to try and stop taking my meds.
I had dropped down to a 15mg dose of Lansoprazole around this same time, and we decided that in 2 weeks (I stopped on Tuesday) I would stop the meds.
Most of my symptoms had gone while on the meds and I was feeling a lot better about my life as a whole.
Last Tuesday (6th Aug, a week after dropping from 30mg to 15mg), I had a bad bout of Nausea that lasted the whole day, I didn't think much of it and I still felt hungry and was able to eat so carried on with my day.
This went away the day after and thought that was it. Unfortunately, the Nausea returned on Friday evening and has been there on and off since then.
I decided to go ahead and stop the medication anyway, as I know Nausea can be a side effect of it.
The very first morning without medication, I was eating cereal for breakfast and I swallowed a large amount of sharp food too early and hurt my throat. Throughout the day I felt odd pains and burning feelings in my throat, like before I took the meds, and this is still continuing today (In fact I woke up today with a classic sore throat again with some mucus). I have no idea if this is related to me hurting my throat, my persistent tonsil issues or the reflux returning.
I also have a pain (feels sore to touch, almost tender, but cannot see anything) in the right side of my mouth (either on my tongue, tonsil or gum), which I haven't felt since a week after I started taking the medication.
I'm now spiralling, I have already told my partner I'm 100% certain I have some form of GI related cancer and I'm dying. I've moved our holiday closer at my own expense so I know I get to go on it. I'm stuck, my doctor only works Tues, Weds and Thurs, which means I will have to try and get by with Nausea and a sore throat (possibly from Reflux if it's starting again) until next Tuesday.
I don't feel like I have the full-on Reflux symptoms yet, no burning in my stomach but do have it in my throat, no burning when I burp, am managing to still feel hungry. But I also know that when you come off these meds it takes a while to fully get out of your system.
I just don't know what to think at the moment. To summarise, my thoughts are:
The medication I have been taking has masked symptoms for cancer, I have been on these for 2 months so it will have progressed massively by now. When I went down to the 15mg dose, it started to come out of my system and that's why I'm getting the nausea and now I've fully stop the med, the other symptoms are slowly coming back.
I'm really scared, I have so many ambitions and I feel like I wont be able to achieve any of them .