Hey Everyone! I haven't been on here in a while because I'm been doing wonderfully. Even now, my anxiety about health is really pretty well in check. But, today is my first day of law school and I think my anticipatory anxiety is getting the better of me! I had a series of issue with my fibroids earlier in the summer, but my symptoms had really settled down with diet change. But, this week and last week I've been having more pelvic pain and pressure and it started my anxiety about - what if my fibroids keep growing and I need surgery or something and it ruins everything with my law school. I know this is such typical anxiety thinking "what if, what if, what if!" But, I thought just getting it out to people who understand might help! I also know that my stomach issues this week almost certainly have at least a partial anxiety component!
I've been so, so excited about starting school but it's also a big change! I'm 36 and I have a 5 year old who will be starting kindergarten in 2 weeks. I've been a stay at home mom for 5 years, so while I've done freelance writing during that time I've also had an extremely flexible schedule. Now, I'll be going to class 4 nights a week and have a lot of homework to do in addition to my freelance stuff. I'll miss bedtime with my daughter those 4 nights and then she'll start school and be gone all day. I think all this change at once is really, finally starting to overwhelm me and make me doubt myself and my abilities - Can I really handle this? Will my body hold up? Am I healthy enough, smart enough, etc...?
How have you guys dealt with REALLY big life changes all at once and kept your anxiety in check? I'll see my therapist on Friday, so it'll be good to talk about this and how my first week goes, but any tips from experience would be great!!