Sarah,

The fact you have taken the time & effort to post on here saying this shows the type of person you because you have so much going on anyone would be forgiven for not being able to do so. There would be no shame in not doing it until you were in a better place but you've done something essentially for others at a time when I think we would all have expected you to be retreating into yourself. I think that shows you have a very positive mindset and a can do attitude which will only help you at this time.

Take all the time you need and just get better, that's all anyone on here would want whether you return or not. Your friends have said how much you help them in their struggles and that is a reward that you can always do without helping people on here if circumstances mean you can do so no longer.

Take care and all the best for the future