Hi, ive been worrying for around 5 months now abour bowel cancer. It all started with blood covered stools. Seen Dr and she said i had a tear and it should heal. Since then i have become obsessed with my toilet habits. I have not had a solid movement since that day and still occasionally get blood. A few times i have had to run real quick to the toilet after eating. I went back to Dr and she done a fecal calprotectin test and said i had a pile. Test results were normal indicating no inflammation. If i had bowel cancer would this have come back positive?. This is really tearing me up. I have become so obsessed that i have fished my own stool out the toilet to check it for blood, i am in a constant state of panic. I am somewhat paralyzed by the fear. The Dr said she wasnt concerned about my symptoms and they are due to my anxiety (why can't i believe her)?. I am gutted to be this panicked and i feel a total failure. My plan is to go back to gp tomorrow and ask for a colonoscopy which she already said no to. How can i get over this fear when im still bleeding from the bum?. X