Hello everyone
I have not been on the site for a little while. At the moment I am having an extremely rough time with the OCD. Does anyone have paedophile OCD thoughts. I am in a new relationship with my boyfriend - about three months now and we are so happy but my OCD has raised its ugly head. He has a five year old daughter and about 4 weeks ago I was introduced to her in a coffee shop. We sat the three of us for about half an hour and the meeting went really well. Out of the blue OCD starts telling me yesterday that I touched her in an inappropriate manner and my anxiety levels have gone crazy. I have had close to two horrible panic attacks this weekend.
I also get OCD thoughts that when I will be in her company that I would abuse her.
Does anyone else have this form of OCD - it is crippling.
Sunflower.