I don't think criticising my personality or judging my life choices will help.
Maybe I am immature. And, yes, I definitely made a mistake having unprotected sex. I know that better than anyone.
Ultimately, I'm actually proud of how well I've been doing. Two years ago I was in a terrible place. Now, I function normally and work very hard every day to maintain good habits such as making myself healthy food, seeing my friends, going on the occasional date, and keeping up with chores. I have a good job and I rarely take time off. I am good with money and manage to save while still paying all my bills. I'm there for my friends when they need me. I'm very independent (albeit by necessity rather than choice). I had a breakdown two years ago so I'll never be perfect mentally but I'm coping very well and rebuilding my life. My ultimate goal that I look forward to is having my own family and being a mother.
Recently, I had a blip, I made a mistake, and I had unprotected sex once. I came back into here because now I have some health anxiety regarding HIV. All I am looking for is support regarding my HIV fear. I am not looking to have my personality criticised, or to be reminded of the mistakes I have made, or to judged on my life choices or my goals.