My husband was out and the kids were back so no choice but to cook dinner and take my daughter to the supermarket. Sometimes those things actually help I find as they normalise things a bit - otherwise I just feel really strange like this big thing is happening just to me while everything else goes on as normal. I try to put a brave face on with the kids as the two younger ones always worry a lot when I’m sick. I think it’s all just wearing me down as I’m not sleeping or eating properly. Have cancelled the doc appointment tomorrow and will try and go back to the old GP. Can’t bear to go through all my history again at the moment with someone new. I can always change once things are under control. Is your husband worried? I find it hard when I know he is worrying about me.