Hi Terry! Thank you so much for the reply! and you're very kind words I think my Mam would call me stubborn haha, I've spent so much and money planning this trip- I know I would be so much more upset for missing this once in life chance. So even tho I'm still having some of the same Symptoms/fears etc.....I want to go on this trip. What's the point in missing out? Even though I fear there is something wrong with my heart- there's a list of people who don't think there's anything wrong. Including my own gp and a a&e doctor- plus a friend training in med....all people who know alot more than me lol.