well this may be help ful it may not but i no for a fact that somt of you get suicidal or icky scary panick thoughts yes?well i got an mp3 player and i found wihle listing i did not have any of these thought (well for one my head was to ful of music) and i found that if i put relaxing songs on it at night time it helped me sleep so this might be helpful if not well it was just a sugestion