See, this is exactly why people are suggesting that you’re almost comfortable in your “I’m unwell” mindset.
People are trying to get you to engage and really challenge your anxiety but you’re just brushing past that and focusing on more symptoms.
FMP’s response to you had nothing to do with head and neck cancers yet you’ve completely disregarded everything he wrote and asked him about his previous health issues.
Are you even going to try, seriously?