My Current Numerous Worries

[helenhoo]

Hi, I'm worrying about a bruise on soft part of my calf which I *think* I remember hitting but can't be sure. I had a similar one in my thigh but that's almost healed. This calf one hasn't. It has yellow around it but still purple. I'm a bit worried about luekmeia.

[helenhoo]

Hi all, still anxious re my ears. The infection had now cleared but the wax in left is still there. Doc checked again today. They aren't syringing on NHS atm so have to pay privately. It causes lightheaded feeling which in turn causes panic. Is it usual for wax build up to make you lightheaded?

[helenhoo]

Just thought I'd update group that I've been in touch with a MH specialist who suggests meds and CBT combined are best option. He's called me in for a review in a couple of weeks.

[glassgirlw]

That’s great news!! Will send positive thoughts your way that this helps you tremendously!

[helenhoo]

It's funny I wrote that then today experienced mini anxiety attack because for 0.001 seconds I forgot my child was in room with me which led to be panicking I forgot I was a mother and oh what if this is memory loss or forgetfulness which is a tumor.

Trying to calm self down.

[Fishmanpa]

What date and time is the review?

FMP

[helenhoo]

16th. Picking meds up Monday.

Trying to use logic but still in middle of panic that I'm forgetting my child.

[Fishmanpa]

16th.

April 16th. Ok... what meds were prescribed? Dosage?

FMP

[venusbluejeans]

still in middle of panic that I'm forgetting my child.

Reb, do you have a child??

[helenhoo]

I don't actually know what meds I was in a state on the call. He talked through the various options he could take but I think he mentioned propanol? Definitely anxiety meds as he said I needed to clear my head.


And yes Emmz I do have a gorgeous child, my ultimate best friend and that's why it terrifies me that I will forget them.