My Current Numerous Worries

[NancyW]

I just have my phone that I use

Give your phone to your boyfriend.

You asked for suggestions, did you even read them? Are you just playing us all?

[WiseMonkey]

I'm thinking it could be an extreme attention seeking issue, there's another one on this forum at present who has the same issue.

[AntsyVee]

And they both have young children, that’s what’s disturbing. I hope the partners are stable.

[pulisa]

The partners are the ones who bear the brunt of the attention-seeking sadly.

[helenhoo]

It's not attention seeking, it's irrationality. I was aware last night when I was asking my (former) partner so many questions at once. I apologised. It's just the ankle ache that's still present that triggers me.

[AntsyVee]

So when you say "(former)" are you talking about the father of your child?

Becca, where is rock bottom for you, do you think? How bad are you going to have to get before you take the bull by the horns?

[helenhoo]

Anyone else been this bad? So many new things at once. First ache or twinge and immediately thinking the worst or worrying about it. My ongoing thing is my ankle but I've got my nails, had a nipple pain yesterday, had a weird dream, had abdominal sharp twinge. All of which I panic at and Google. It's ridiculous and I want to stop.

I found my letter from CBT yesterday so it's halfway point and looks like it may be Feb when I start face to face, I was told 4 months minimum wait

[Carys]

Has your partner left Rebecca ?

[helenhoo]

We've split but live together until New Year.

[AntsyVee]

Becca, we've all been that bad. I've been so depressed I couldn't leave my house and so anxious that I've been to the ER thinking I'm having a heart attack. Which is why we feel for you, we do. But all of us had a kick in the butt, some rock bottom, that made us take the bull by the horns and start to get help. We're wondering when that's gonna happen for you, because no matter what we say, the only person who can try to change your thinking is you. There are things you can do before your CBT starts.