If ever you manage to control your health anxiety - and I genuinely hope that you do - you really must write a book called 'Confessions of a Hypochondriac' with a 'Friends' type theme for the chapters, such as these...
The one where I totally thought a mark on my thumb was a melanoma (until the scab fell off).
The one where I confused ovulation with appendicitis.
The one where I took a picture of myself swallowing (leave it) to check for thyroid cancer.
Or my personal favourite..
The one where I touched my own cervix.
How about, The one where I asked the admins to disable my account because I 'knew' that it was making me worse?
Or, The one where I carried on anyway (and for another 20+ pages)
I'm in a place where I can read through many of your posts (and some of the responses) and laugh out loud. I'm not trying to be unkind here H, just truthful. I also laugh at some of the crazy things I thought, and did, when HA was kicking my @rse. It wasn't funny at the time, but it is now my brain has re-engaged and I'm thinking more rationally. I empathise because I've been where you are but the difference between you and I is that I pulled out all the stops to get myself well again - whereas you don't appear to be doing anything except the very thing that you apparently know is making you worse?
I hope that one day you get to see the funny side of your HA too because that will mean you are controlling it. But, (and it's a massive but) this isn't going to happen while you insist on staying on this rollercoaster of scaring yourself shitless and seeking reassurance. This entire thread is a classic example of a person's misinterpretation of minor or normal bodily sensations - in other words, health anxiety.
Be brave. Help yourself. Get well. Write the book - make some coin and maybe help other people with HA because laughter is the best kind of medicine, right?
That is, unless, you want to stay where you are?
A thought is harmless unless we believe it.
That's my point, they are literal things. My ear issue is from a sinus infection in Dec which causes, we think, Eustachian Tube Dysfunction so been treating that with specialist appt booked and now while I'm managing that I now have bleeding bumhole.
You never answered a question I asked ages back which was how on earth did you cope with 9 plus months of pregnancy and labour?
I caught a glimpse of someone's penis on here.. wasn't expecting to see that when I was tucking into my cornflakes!
I've taken piccies of all sorts to show my GP when HA was kicking my @ss.
Never flaunted me personals to strangers on the internet though.
You have to laugh about this kind of stuff or go crackers, right?
I might write my own book...
The one where I was totes convinced I'd pushed out my bowel (and it turned out to be a bit of hard poo)
Or...
The one where I shouted "THERE IS SOMETHING UP MY @RSE!!" when Hubs was on the phone to the out of hours GP (turned out to be my own GP)
Or...
The one where I put my colonoscopy paper pants on back to front... (Awks)
Sod it, I'll write the book and make my fortune.
A thought is harmless unless we believe it.
I'm still a work in progress.
Currently working on: World Domination
Thanks all
Piles cleared up after treatment.
Now worry about heart attack as just had chest pain left side and need to burp, which I did.
I worry because I know a lady had a heart attack and died and she was misdiagnosed as indigestion before dropping dead next day.
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