I don’t really know where else to put this and I know some may not agree but I’m scheduled to have a surgical abortion soon and I’m just freaking out about the whole thing. This is worse then any other anxiety I’ve experienced before and the thought of something going wrong or getting an infection or Bleeding out or just it being the most painful thing is really just making this awful experience even worse because it just more worries on top of a big worry. Having health anxiety on top of just anxiety about all the other stuff that comes a long with it is just spiralling out of control.