Please help cant stop crying

[Ceri78]

Please help me calm down someone,I'm a 41 fm mother to 2 young children and I'm breaking down convinced I have leukemia or myeloma.. for the past 6 weeks I'm having nightly night sweats ( not stressed at all when they started)which I did see gp who ran lots of bloods and decided it was my antidepressants ?? Even though I've been taking them 18yrs and never had this problem? Now for the last 2vweeks along with waking up wet from sweat I'm having pain all over in my bones..its deep aching everywhere ,its not it muscle as when I squeeze them theres no pain and there is when I put pressure on the bones! Also constantly there when sitting down ! Now stupid googled and its screaming at me the night sweats ,bone pain and I'm a complete mess cant function ... please help do you think I need to go back to gp ? My brain is thinking yes but I'm also so so worried to go!! So worried and feel numb that I'm going to leave my babies without a mum 😢 thankyou x

[Adam1987]

Dont want to dismiss your worries but surely that would have been picked up on the blood tests?

[Ceri78]

I thought they were special bloods not the routine ones gps do? That's what someone said on a Macmillan forum which I stupidly read,the aching in my bones is worrying me stupid along with night sweats,if it was just one symptom of it I wouldn't be as concerned..thankyou for your reply x

[Adam1987]

A full blood count (which I assume you have had) detects blood cancers I believe. If they 'detect' or feel as though there is something out of whack they will investigate further. By the sounds of it this isn't the case.

[NancyW]

Now stupid googled

Yep.. I agree with your above statement.

[Carys]

Ask them to run a hormone panel in addition.......if that s not already been done ?

[Ceri78]

Thanks to all who've replied, yes I do recall a hormone panel was in with the tests as I remember him saying thyroid was normal..I've decided to ring Monday to make an appointment for this week ,I've been so so bad today worrying sick not concentrating.

[Careful1]

If you had a normal CBC you do not have Leukemia.

You might want to have your hormones checked.

[Carys]

Hiyer, I was thinking about female sex hormones as well really.....

[Hypo84]

Your sedimentation rate (ESR) would be high and hemoglobin would be off with myeloma. Leukemia also shows on general blood work so you are fine