Hi everybody. I'm a first time poster but reading the forums a long time. I suffer from health anxiety and this keeps me away from doctors unlike many here. I finally went for a smear after 14 years as I am planning on getting pregnant this year. I also did 6 months of therapy which definitely helped. The smear test was fine and I was not worried about that.. The nurse was lovely and made no comment whether my cervix looked OK or not. Just the waiting for results. So here I am now waiting. I have convinced myself it will be the worst case scenario and I will be diagnosed with cervical cancer. Ive been through a very difficult diagnosis in the last few years regarding a genetic kidney issues so I feel somewhat unlucky. I have absolutely no symptoms at all and did not bleed after the test which doesn't quell my worries. I have been reading posts on Jo's trust to prepare for my impending diagnosis of cc and it has not helped. I'm guessing most forum users on there have a story to tell thus most posts not being great news. I'm hoping some people on here have been in a similar situation as me and it turned out OK.