hey guys
i need to let out my worry before it gets so overcrowded in my head.
heres the situation:
my brother is getting married and my soon to be sister in law Maria is haveing her hen night this saturday! i said i would go like 3 weeks ago thinking maybe i could find an excuse.
i am just so afraid that i cannot go home and that i will panic and ruin it for everyone. i haven't been out and about without panic since it started
i need to know how to survive.
xx any help xx