So got the worse news today and I'm having a hard time functioning. If you guys have been following me lately you know I'm not in a good place. I need help to think clearly now. So my husband has been having a lot of back pain and started peeing blood last week. We thought it was jus kidney stones. It's not. They found a tumor on his kidney this morning. I was going through my own hell and terrified I had cancer. Now I'm can't even think straight. I need to be strong for him now and I'm freaking out. How am I going to do this? All my symptoms back ache symptoms have returned. What if I get sick too. I CAN'T DO THIS !!!!!! IM SO SCARED FOR MY HUSBAND. I can't get sick too. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP