I cried a little reading this

Bowel problems can be so deliberating, I suspect that I have IBS and although I rarely go out, when I do I have to do it timed around my bowel because everything is so unpredictable and I have a fear of having whatever pain, or needing to go, in public

For you, you go out a lot and it must be so annoying and frustrating having these problems. And not being able to eat your favourite foods

I hope you get it sorted... but yeah, as others have said, Crohn's isn't a death sentence