Ive had 2 children vaginally, one is 9 and one is 5. I am not sure how long ive had this but i think its been a while but ive lost all sense of rational thinking and in a high panic mode. Ive spoken to my mum about it and she says that the vagina is never the same after childbirth but its what feels like a small egg shaped soft lump on the right side of my vagina. Ive stupidly googled and it looks similar to a bartholin cyst, but isnt sore and its under the skin fold. I cant feel it when I stand up but when sitting on the toilet it protrudes out. Could this be a prolapsed muscle or something or more sinister. With very high health anxiety im trying to pluck up the courage to see the doctor but im petrified what it could be. Has anyone had anything similar? Im freaking out about it as I have a huge cancer fear and its made me go into panic mode and I had to cancel my therapy today because the panic took over :(