I posted a message a few days ago. I keep having this overwhelming feeling where I feel like i should kill myself to rid me of the way that I feel and my senses feel dulled, i.e i dont care about leaving loved ones etc. it comes in waves throughout the day and it doesnt last long but it leaves me feeling upset and panicky, and im out of my mind with worry that im going to kill myself. I dont feel suicidal its hard to explain. does anyone know what i mean or have a really lost the plot?