Re: Abuse and anxiety
I was once caught between the emotionally (and sexually) abusive boyfriend I was living with and my emotionally abusive parents.
I held off moving back in with them for years even though he forbade me from sleeping when he wasn't, tried to control every aspect of my life and, yes, occasionally threw things at me.
Life with my parents wasn't great (after he held me hostage for six hours when I tried to contact them to return) but it got me to a place where I was able to move on more easily. I've been married to my best friend now for over seventeen years. Love doesn't have to hurt.
Please be kind to yourself and look out for your own safety?
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