Hello everyone.
Last week I noticed some itching on my right breast, I waited a few days thinking it was nothing and then decided to do a breast examination... I don’t do them often cause I have very cystic breasts and I can never tell what I’m feeling...
I was at about 10 days into my cycle ( I usually ovulate between 10-14), and am 30 years old, pretty healthy, eat well and exercise. My boobs are large though.
I couldn’t tell what I was feeling but then noticed a small little oval ( almost like a Bean ) on the right side where I have been feeling some itching and tingling...immediately I went into a state of panic, I kept poking and prodding for the next 45
Mins and all day the next day... it felt soft and movable, but still something.... my dads mom died of BC at 33 ( although she was also living in Egypt) In the 40’s....
I went to my dr the next day who treated me terribly- degrading me for not having genetic testing ( I’m sure you HA people here know what that would do to you mentally.... and heightening my fears telling me “yup that’s a lump” and giving me no hope that it’s not cancer.... she shoves the ultrasound report in my face and left the room...all the while I had to start work in 30 mins.... it was devastating....
I will note I had the same breast ultrasounded ( in that same spot 3.5 years ago) and it turned out to be nothing....even though it felt like a lump.
All weekend I’ve been having random tingling/ aching and shooting pains into my armpit...
Now all weekend I’ve been up and down, but constantly feeling a Sense of dread and putting myself in the grave...in the past few days the lumps have become bigger and there are 2-3 now ( hard to tell)....
I have a US on Wednesday but can’t focus on anything..... I’m utterly terrified....
Any help or experience in this would be appreciated.