remembering something traumatic :(
trigger warning
I remember it still from when I was about 18 maybe 19, what makes it worse was he was a family friend as well as my driving instructioner
Many times he would have me pull over in the car just so he could touch me in places a driving instructioner would not normally touch a student and he would buy me stuff from petrol stations (chocolate bars) so i wouldnt tell any one what he was doing.
One day, he had me park up outside where i was living (my childhood home cause i had moved back in with grandparent)and blatantly groped me, i went into freeze mode and a member of the family came out and yelled at us both, weeks later she threw that incident back in my face calling me a hoe saying she had seen me not fighting back so that makes me a hoe
i sometimes wish he had actually raped me then my family might of taken more action, instead they found me a new driving instruction lady and said "maybe you'll be more comfortable with a female instructioner", no mention of what he did to me
was it my fault what he did? family who know about it think so, i should of fought him off
I was friends with his daughter as well and we used to go cycling around the village just cause we could