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    Quote Originally Posted by AntsyVee View Post
    Unfortunately, I think you're going to have to give them time. For some people, it takes them awhile to let go of their anger. You tried to make peace, and that's all you can do. The ball is their court now. You have to stop beating yourself up over it; you did all you could.
    easier said than done :(
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    Re: i hate mental illness

    I know, whisper
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    he keeps hissing at me tonight about radioactiveness in banana skins
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    remembering something traumatic :(

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    I remember it still from when I was about 18 maybe 19, what makes it worse was he was a family friend as well as my driving instructioner

    Many times he would have me pull over in the car just so he could touch me in places a driving instructioner would not normally touch a student and he would buy me stuff from petrol stations (chocolate bars) so i wouldnt tell any one what he was doing.

    One day, he had me park up outside where i was living (my childhood home cause i had moved back in with grandparent)and blatantly groped me, i went into freeze mode and a member of the family came out and yelled at us both, weeks later she threw that incident back in my face calling me a hoe saying she had seen me not fighting back so that makes me a hoe

    i sometimes wish he had actually raped me then my family might of taken more action, instead they found me a new driving instruction lady and said "maybe you'll be more comfortable with a female instructioner", no mention of what he did to me

    was it my fault what he did? family who know about it think so, i should of fought him off

    I was friends with his daughter as well and we used to go cycling around the village just cause we could
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    Sexual assault is NEVER the fault of the victim, Whisper. Your family is WRONG. Sorry, but they are. They f**ked up. You were a kid.

    Have you talked to someone professionally about what you went through?
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    Thinking of you whisper. Get well soon
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    Quote Originally Posted by AntsyVee View Post
    Sexual assault is NEVER the fault of the victim, Whisper. Your family is WRONG. Sorry, but they are. They f**ked up. You were a kid.

    Have you talked to someone professionally about what you went through?

    no i never did

    i cant
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    Bless you Whisper awful thing that happened to you and none of it your fault xx

    sending you hugs and positive vibes you can climb back up that cliff your probably stronger than you think xx


    best wishes xx

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    Quote Originally Posted by whispershadow View Post
    no i never did

    i cant
    Why not?

    You know Whisper, I used to bottle things up inside, including a molestation when I was a child as well. All the stuff I never dealt with came crashing down on me in 2014 after the death of my best friend. I would hate to have you suffer in silence like I did.
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    Quote Originally Posted by AntsyVee View Post
    Why not?

    You know Whisper, I used to bottle things up inside, including a molestation when I was a child as well. All the stuff I never dealt with came crashing down on me in 2014 after the death of my best friend. I would hate to have you suffer in silence like I did.
    cause everyone irl either dismissed what happened or blamed me calling me a hoe
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