I haven’t been here in awhile I been working on my anxiety and have a new therapist. I was bored and took a celebrity lookalike thing and one of the actresses I got I know died of cancer years ago. I looked up pics of her to make sure it wasn’t true and I don’t look like her but I’m worried I do and now my magical thinking is making me worry I’m gonna die y
of cancer the way she. I also noticed she was diagnosed with the cancer in the month and year I was born which made my magical thinking worse and make me feel like it meant something. Now I’m scared even though it don’t make sense I’m very afraid I haven’t got a appointment with my therapist this week when I go I will tell her my worries but right now I’m freaking out with magical thinking. Anyone have any advice