I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time, Blue! I think what so many have not stopped to think about in all this is that life can't just remotely chug along as normal. Everyone on earth has a heightened anxiety level at the moment and so the same level of focus and productivity cannot be expected. I've been hunkered down at home for 9 days now and managed to get 3 hours of work done. My school starts back up remotely on Monday and I find it crazy to think I'll be able to concentrate enough to get all the work done that's needed. Add to that the fact that my 5 year old is also home and I'm supposed to be homeschooling her now... I mean, come on world! Give yourself as much of a break as you possibly can. Remote learning is not going to happen seamlessly. There will be glitches and everyone will understand. This is an unprecedented time. Here's what one of my professors said regarding our first remote class scheduled for this Monday:
Please work with me, and accept that it is a great victory for you and me to do anything, rather than faulting what we do for its imperfections.